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Traces Of Mike (Prod. by Boombaphomet)

from 5th PLATEAU: The Prequel by Mathias Kruse (doseheroic)

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A steak or a spike to face in this strife.
As blatant as fights, your loss has me vacant in fright.
I hope you didn’t suffer brother, hope you raced to the light.
Sometimes i think back to sobriety for traces of Mike.
I thought wrong, nobody could ever say it was right.
Heard “he didn’t make it”, labeled it a baseless insight.
Now I've accepted it, but fuck if i don’t hate that it’s like
A truck rolling onto my body and staying for life.
When thinking of the plane you’re on, i think in basis of height.
You being greeted at the gates that shine so gracious and bright.
Thinking how your mother thought she was just saying goodnight.
You never woke up, but maybe i can face it tonight.
You were on a different level of supplying beings
with the finer things, never stopped to deny the fiends.
Your entire reason for wanting to live the life of kings
Was a righteous dream, putting you within' the price of rings.
And I accept that. Shit man, if you would've said that.
I would've done the opposite of get mad.
It's like my ego asked to lend jabs, tapping out the tenth match.
When I said I just want my friend back, I meant that.
Coming dead last running from my past now.
I been running pens back. Sum it up and pass out.
When that shutter lens cracks, some of us'll back down.
But you were the bigger picture so I'm on my tact now.


And I say,
My emotions have been opened as a result of
you overdosing' and since then I haven't closed em.
My emotions have been opened as a result of
you overdosing' and since then I haven't closed em.


Your life or a buzz, which one matters more?
Expecting to move back and forth on a stagnant horse.
The same horse that we were kicking dead forever.
Read your letters as if I was standing on a balance board.
Telling me that you were getting much madder at the lord.
Something tells me this was actually the wrath you asked him for.
But it's just a guess. Or maybe it's how I crush the stress
coming from the fact that my idol relapsed to fucking death.
You were right when you said it brother, I was depressed.
The type of sadness that only hard drugs effect.
Now I'm digging in my conscience till' there's nothing left.
Looking for a home in it cause lately it's been unaddressed.
Thinking back to when you were proof that I had a fan.
Nights spent in a bliss of opiates and attivan.
Sacrificed to the span of my attention,
my retention made it hard to remember if I had had a plan.



And I say,
My emotions have been opened as a result of
you overdosing' and since then I haven't closed em.
My emotions have been opened as a result of
you overdosing' and since then I haven't closed em.

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from 5th PLATEAU: The Prequel, released February 20, 2014
Produced by Boombaphomet.
Mix & Mastered by Jesse "Tall Can" Cannon.

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